Motivational Monday 03.09

It's true...you can't. Negativity can eat away at you like a disease. But I sincerely believe if you send positive energy out, positive energy will return.

I actually had my energy cleansed around Christmas by an energy healer. It was the first time I ever tried anything like that. I was skeptical (she knew that), and she kept hitting the nail on the head during our meeting; I didn't have to say a word. At one point, she mentioned something and it caught me off guard. I told myself "she's wrong," but after taking a moment and being honest with myself, I realized she was right. Everything that I had been feeling, doubting, toying with in my mind (even subconsciously) she mentioned. I can't say I was a completely changed person and "healed" right away, but the experience did set wheels in motion, specifically for me to try my best to live happily, do things for me, and be positive. It's what convinced me to change up my blog and write about whatever I want, to wake up each morning and be thankful I have another day, to appreciate my many, many blessings. Even the things I once viewed in a negative light I now try (very hard) to see the bright side of. It's definitely a challenge, but worth it.

I'm not perfect, I slip up a lot and my mind can automatically head in the wrong direction. But I don't give up. I won't give up.